“She is beauty, she’s grace, she has a double chin face”
-Jessie Paege (my favorite YouTuber)
“Oh my mountains.
Oh my warriors.
Swaddling the valley,
And holding it tight.
You look so dead,
You’ve put up a fight.
And every night,
You bring us closer to starlight.
Oh my mountains,
Oh my warrior’s.
If only the valley
Could bring us closer.”
“Do what you love, and you’ll never work a day in your life”
“Because I’m feeling some kind of shake without you / Uh huh I think you’re moving in too close / but I think that it’s my body wanting it the most like / uh huh I don’t kow what it is I feel / but I know it’s my emotions going in for the kill like uh huh.”
“Uh huh” by Julia Michaels
Back to school edition!
Wow back to school season… I don’t want to go. But, I start on Thursday. Yep, I’m a Sophmore now (in case you were wondering). I don’t know what I feel going into this year. I’m on the cross country team, I’m a huge member of the FFA, I have great friends, and I’m making some more and it’s not making me anxious. I’m looking forward to the dances, the cross races, the football games and the nights with my friends making me feel happy and alive. I aso may be taking some really hard advanced classes but I am taking guitar so I can finally be a part of the band family.
But at the same time, when I walked into the library to pick up my books before school I saw all the people I’ve known since pre school. It’s just weird because I felt this overwhelming feeling of being confined and being left out. Small town problem I guess. I’m also starting to get anxious a lot more in social situations and instead of having panic attacks, or other things, I have a mental breakdown and my body starts to shake and then I breakdown and cry, and I don’t cry.
But let’s be honest here, I shouldn’t be getting anxious. I finally have a great group of friends and I don’t have to go through some of the things I did last year. But the fear of the unknown is always a hard thing I guess. I’m taking almost all advanced classes, and I still don’t know anyone who’s taking them with me.
School can be a drag, but it doesn’t have to be a living hell. You should always look on the bright side. Sorry about my rant, but I figured someone else out there would feel better because of it.
In the end , school is probably going to be great and I have nothing to worry about, but yet I still worry. :p
In the end I’m going to go to school, and I could either drag myself through the entire experience, or I could choose to enjoy the entire experience and face it head on. And I chose to face anything head on that’s why this year is going to be my year.
So I’ll catch you on the flip side!
I changed my theme on my blog, and I will be adding some portfolio pictures as I have gotten into my photography more. Remember that if you find me tolerable, like and follow for morethe button is down bellow.
July 19, 2017
Hey guys! I hope you’re doing great. Today I’m going to be reviewing and talking about “Why” by Sabrina Carpenter (one of my favorite artists.) By the way if there’s anything you want to hear or have me write about just let me know in the comments.
Sabrina Carpenter is one of my favorite artists. I have been listening to her since her since her first single “Can’t Blame a Girl for Trying” went live. She has released two albums since and has gone on numerous tours. Her newest album Evolution was dropped back in spring and she’s already releasing a new single. Original, and written herself. I must say, I feel that she releases better original songs than what’s on the radio, and more often.
“Why” by Sabrina Carpenter:
The lyrics are basic but adorable. It describes two different people, but how well they get along. In all honestly I relate to Sabrina’s side up until she says she gets cold in a sweatshirt because I’m the opposite.
The chorus can get a bit obnoxious or so I thought the first time I listened to the song, but it grew on me. Her first album was more acoustic, but her second album was very creative and remixed yet still letting her vocals show. I enjoyed the simplicity and creativity of the lyrics in the song. It’s something you can dance to and actually appreciate.
I know, I know, this probably wasn’t some of my best work, but I’m trying. If you actually liked this, like and subscribe, and comment below what you want to hear next time.
Catch you on the flip side!
Hello people of the internet! It’s Issie. Right now I’m currently in San Diego. I’m spending some time with family. I come here every summer before I go back to school to visit my family. It’s funny, because it kind of mentally prepares me and relaxes me before school starts.
I have been dreaming of coming here this summer and training for cross country, and it’s so nice to go for a run in the morning and to not have to get up at 5:30am to go run to beat the heat where I live.
So today is San Diego day 2.
Day one recap:
I boarded the plane around 4
Honestly, I am so blessed, because I got to sit by myself! Although their was this nice elderly woman named Carmen who seemed like she didn’t fly much. She sat across that tiny ile way that I can barely fit through, yeah, that one on the plane. She too, also sat alone. During the entire flight we would awkwardly make eye contact and make faces to each other, because we couldn’t hear each other from so far away. She was such a nice lady.
These mountains are a good sign the flight is almost over. Because the ocean is right over that horizon.
Dinner and a show. A European cookie, and water. Oh, and if you realize that that movie is Disney’s The Sword and the Stone, you are the MVP’s.
The airport happens to be right near the Harbor, so that’s where I happened to go to first.
The harbor is normally filled with life, with people selling their trinkets and music pouring all over the place, but this was not the case this time. Although I did find some cool things.
One of them being this epic band of teenagers! They played at a cafe, they were so good and professional, and they sang all original songs.
Woke up, and I didn’t have to force myself to get out of bed to run!
It was a peaceful morning drinking my water listening to the Crisp Leaves & Lattes playlist on spotify by Kalyn Nicholson, on of my favorite YouTubers. It’s a playlist with a bunch of indie music, which sometimes I like to listen to just for the peaceful vibes. Then I got ready and got to go run by the bay. (My dream for about a half a year now was to train running on the bay/beach).
It was an overcast morning, but then the sun broke through, so I got ready to go exploring at Balboa Park.
The science museum was packed so then I ended up going exploring/photoshoot.
Then I met and sang along with this man. He’s a cover artist working on his own stuff. He’s very talented with his guitar, and I bought his cover album he recorded himself. Also he has two dogs, so gotta support that. He has an absolutely beautiful voice and amazing talent.
That’s him and his name, go find him!
I must say, Balboa park is flowing with culture, amazing people and music flowing from every corner. As well as beautiful floriculture and more.
Today was quite an adventure. I can’t wait for what else is going to happen.
I’ll talk to you guys on Monday, until then, I’ll catch you on the flip side.
July 17, 2017
What is up people of the internet?! It’s Issie, how are you? I hope you’re having a wonderful life. So I am on county fair 3/3. I am honestly so glad to finally be done. I showed dairy goats and breeding goats this time around. I won first in my breeding class, and I won supreme champion registered goat as well. Pretty good for my first time every showing dairy goats.
It was such a long week by the end of it, but it meant the world to me that I got to see my fair best friend.
I also may have cut myself with my pocket knife. I would not stop bleeding, I had to go to the local ER. Surprisingly I didn’t get stitches, I just got it glued together. I felt absolutely no pain during the entire process, and I went back to working the very next day. But I gotta say, it’s hard to type and text with one thumb.
I got to spend a great night with my my girl, and I got to help all of my friends show. I also got to see lots of great older friends of mine that I only get to see once a year. It was some pretty great times, and I can’t wait to go once again with my best friend Andrea.
Oh, and lot’s of the pictures I put in placed very well, and one of my pictures won best of show!
This fair can sometimes be a bunch of overwhelming drama, but this was an amazing fair.
On Thursday I’m off to San Diego, by the time you read this I’m already there.
So that’s my life right now. Thanks again for your support and love on my blog and my posts. Magazine writing and photography is what I hope to do for a living, and this blog is a really strong passion of mine. So like, comment, and subscribe, and I’ll catch you on the flip side.
July 6, 2017
Hello to the internet. How is everyone doing? I’m sore, but I’m doing quite well. I am so focused on training it’s ridiculous, but I love it. I want to say thank you to everyone who has stuck with me and has liked and subscribed and commented on my post, that means everything to me.
So I decided to do a My Faith Monday post because my faith has come a long way. In the last post I described that you get into habits with faith and you find the most amazing things happening (My Faith Monday #3) and I also go over how to get into those habits. This is the evolution of those habits. My body hurts so much but I’m pushing myself more and more in every run. I call on God when I need strength, and sometimes the pain is eased, or even better the big guy blesses my playlist with that epic track that makes me sprint after already running for 30m. And when you’re a band trash freak with Spotify, but not spotify premium because you can’t afford that as a teen (shameless self promo Spotify ispat1000) and you get blessed with that epic track it means everything.
Speaking from experience when you call on God when you’re going through a hard time times can get even harder, but you have to keep the faith. Because when things seem to get worse God is working in your life. It may not seem like it but when it gets hardest is when you need to have His faith and support to help you face your fears. That’s the hard thing, when you call on him, and things ultimately get as bad as they seem they can get that’s the time you need to stand up and face your fears, because it will always get better.
I was so scared of Cross Country for awhile. Scared of the pain, scared of falling, and failing. But I made a commitment, and although I may be slow, I am running the right amount of miles I should be. I had to face my fear. Sure I go through pain, but when I get out there to run I feel free and alive, and I feel stronger than I ever could be when I sprint when everything hurts, it’s like cutting through air and sometimes I actually scream because of how much it hurts but I know I can handle it. I’m not pushing myself too hard. It may be hard, but Philippians 4:3 I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength. (I wrote that on my Nikes, that’s why I remember it. )
So remember when you call on God amazing things can happen and he will meet you halfway, as long as you take his hand and face your fears, you will never be alone. Things can always get better.
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Remember I’m speaking from experience, I’ll catch you on the flip side!
July 2, 2017
Wooooooooooo. I don’t know. I’m just writing. This is how my mind works.
How are you? I’m doing well if you were curious. Having one of the greatest summers of my entire life.
Sorry for not posting on Friday this was my week:
Let’s start from what went down at the beginning of this week. Working out is so, so difficult right now. I am in so much pain, and working and working out twice a day is killer on me. I was alo in a little rut this week of the month, so I will hopefully be ready the next day.
Monday I was doing the best that I could, but I was also out riding my horse in the evening when it was cooler. I put on a good ride and my legs were screaming. But I think one of the best parts were I got to see one of my favorite people in the whole world. She is addicted to horse riding and I only see her once a year for fair, and it was amazing to see her.
Look, personally I am a goal oriented person and I am doing things all the time. It is so hard to be self motivated sometimes but I find that without even knowing I have to be around people that work hard and are goal oriented to and have a good energy that helps me. Most of my friends in school are honestly too young to be as self motivated as me, but they feel me with good vibes, but my older friends really push me and help me to push myself. It’s all just good vibes and it makes me happy.
We worked really hard on my horse riding skills so I could kill showmanship, and I gave it my all.
The next day was the horse show. I was up bright and early, got down to the show. My beautiful boy Halo was all ready to go. We won second in advanced, second in trail, second in equestrian, first in western pleasure, and first in horsemanship. It was amazing, I gave it my all, and I had such a good time. I was with this family that I only see once a year but all we did was lift each other up and congratulate each other, and we had an amazing time. Good vibes.
Wednesday, Thursday were surviving, but Friday. Friday I got to see somebody that I love very much. We have known each other since I was 9. She graduated this year and I absolutely love her. I slept over at her house for what was supposed to be one day, but ended up being two. We were clipping goats for fair, and I will tell you, that binds friends together. It was so amazing to be with her, and around her good energy. Her sister is also amazing and made funnel cakes. Uuuuugh so good. Because we’ve been going to fair together for years I felt comfortable with her family and their was no awkward period where you try and be on your best behavior, it was all super chill.
Nothing but good vibes and lots of goats. I can’t wait to see her at fair in a week, and again before she leaves to college.
Saturday and Sunday were spent clipping goats. My allergies were going off. But it was great being with those people and to sleep in my own bed.
So anyways that’s why I forgot to change the pictures a few days ago and yeah. Wow I’m such a good writer… and yeah. Okay I should stop while I’m ahead, catch ya on the flip side.